.....and I´m a total idiot

But not for having an opinion about women boxing. But for getting myself a Christmas gift (yes, yet anotherone, am impossible) that I told my family about. Of course my sweet lil' brother had already gotten it for me. And now I really feel crappy, not only for getting myself another present although I said I wouldn´t, but for getting this one that I already had wished for.
Am complete asshole.